And in the morning when I dont wake up

And in the morning when I don’t wake up 

what will change? 
What will stop?
What will you say? 

What will it matter anymore? 

Not to me.

I will have been dreaming of being a big happy family and being healthy and being loved and wanted. That’s what will have changed. That’s what will matter.

no one can stop it
no one can change it

And what you say or don’t say, do or don’t do, won’t be able to hurt me anymore. 

Because in the morning I didn’t wake up