I have aspergers sydrome and i thought i would off myself before i reached 18 for many reasons invloling social life, future prospects and depression. I “practises” killing myself by starvation…i would not eat for a few days and that how i decided i would go. After around 24hours i lose the sense of hunger and my movements become sluggish, whether or not i can do it in the end i dont know like resisting tempation.
i didnt do it because i got into the second year of my college course, but i still have seveer depression. now i am saying to myself i will do it when or if i fail the course altogther (im on the last year of it). and yet i stil find it hard to find motivation to do the work, i just think whats thhe point…im going to fail anway.
im so fucked up.
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Your not alone. So young, give life a chance. I could never kill myself by starvation. No will power.
starvation lord have mercy! just put your nose to the grind stone and try to pass not everyone passes the first time anyways. take it easy.
grind stone? what are you on about