Hi,
My name is Meaghan and I am 14 years of age. Ever since the age of 6 I have been a victim. I’m to scared to tell anyone. I break down everyday crying after the long painful days. My dad is the worst person I’ve ever meet. He is a drinker and gets drunk many days a week. This leads to my pain I’ve dealt with for to long. He violently screams at me every day telling me how ugly and stupid I am and how I will never get anywhere in life. Makes fun of me pushes me around and wants to fight when he gets drunk. I’m trapped. You wouldn’t believe what comes out of his mouth. There have been many incidents where my mother has called 911 on his rampages, but nothing helps. Someone came to me after that about 2 times to ask me if I was abused and I was forced to say no. My mom won’t leave him and if she doesn’t agree with what she says..its bad. I can’t talk to a consuler. I need answers. Please. I’m on the verge. Give me answers.
Suicidal thoughts..
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Is there a chaplain or psychologist at your school? If you don’t feel like you can talk to your friends, you should go see them. They won’t tell anyone what you tell them unless they need to to keep you safe.
You have to talk to someone you can trust. It will make you feel so much better, and it might help you to deal with your problems better.
Hang in there. Being a teenager is hard, I know. And parents can be really horrible, especially when they drink, but just remember, it won’t last forever. Whatever happens, you won’t have to endure this forever. Be strong. Take care.
Sweetie, what he is doing is not OK. You may be too young to understand this, but only a man with horrible issues could do things to inflict such damage on an innocent girl (his daughter no less).
He is wrong about what he says.
1) he couldn’t possibly know where you’re going to get in life.
2) only a complete failure of a man would yell that at a 14 year old girl.
When he tries to pull you down and ruin your self esteem, repeat to yourself: he is a failure. His words aren’t worth anything–they’re just noise pollution.
You will choose your destiny, not him, and sometimes it’s people who have gone through hardships like you who come out the strongest. You have the best years of your life ahead of you. Don’t think about giving those up.
I can’t tell you what to do, because I’ve never been in your situation, but you need to get away from his influence and never let his worthless words influence your psyche. If that means leaving physically, reach out to a female adult you trust and do it. If you are portraying him accurately, he is toxic and he is poison and he will destroy your soul if you allow yourself to believe any of his words.
You need to help yourself.
Covertly record him screaming at you then go straight to the police with the evidence.