Right now it’s nearly four in the morning and this is my 7th night sleeping late this week because of my insomnia . I’ve been really frustrated and angry these past few days and I usually don’t feel this way I’ve realized that it’s because I’ve been thinking a lot lately, with the new year approaching I feel very upset because a year has passed and my depression has gotten worse , last year I took time off from activities because I felt like there was something wrong and that the activities were no longer enjoyable so I wanted to take a break to focus on myself. Now I feel like everything is falling apart and I feel empty and no matter how much I try the activities I used to enjoy no longer bring me the joy they used to so I feel like I’m being left behind and that I have nothing going for me.
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Hey there. I want you to know first off that you are not alone, as I’m going through the same thing as you are. It hurts me especially with this new year coming up and I’ll be spending it all alone just like the past years. In your case the username you chose for yourself can be used to help you. You have to remain hopeful that things will change for the better. Time heals all wounds is overused I know but it is true. Keep an optimistic attitude and stay hopefully of brighter things on the horizon. I would hope that by doing those two things you will feel a little bit better about your current situation. Keep in mind everything in life happens for a reason, you may not understand why/how immediately but you’ll be surprised later. Take that as experience from someone who has seen that many times in my life. Stay hopeful and refrain from negativity. If it makes you feel better also I care and feel for you which is why I am commenting, I hope things work out for you soon.
Thank you