Not gonna make this Long cause well who wants to read a long boring sob story?exactly
UPDATE , okay well yea.i wasnt taking into account that my bodys immune system would go to shit like it is but yea im in the middle of some bullshit virus thing , dying  in thefreezing  cold hungry Oh yeah not to mention I started like tripping almost har to explain I guess?  Hell fucking no, thanks .’its safe to Say I failed. But I will be back and I will try again believe that lol
P.s. I truly with all my heart hoped it would work,lately my laugh has been my cry .
Well after years  of searching for suicide methods I found one that I can actually do and not ***** out on. STARVATION, I’m not depressed anymore nor sad but excited and ready to finally die. I’m no even an adult yet but I know that living is realy a waist of time, I figure fuckit ima die anyway, let’s just shorten this misery you call life and get on to a place everyone’s destin to. I’m on day 3 only drinking water so my mom does not suspect. I was going to tell my mom but she won’t understand and will mostlikely have me put in some mental ward until I lie and say I won’t kill myself knowong I wil even if it’s not my preferred method. Just want to talk to someone without judgement someone who understands this is my decision and simply conversate with me until my time is up. I’ve got about a month maybe longer .
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Why do you want to die, how old are you? Who knows what life has in store for you. The fact that you can willingly starve yourself means that you’re already in a pretty decent position in life. I am not judging you or the pain you might be feeling, but if you’re young I’d say to you just have mercy on yourself. Give it time, time does heal all wounds. I may be pessimistic and selfless sometimes, but even I know that to be true. I guess what we all wait for is the moment when you can just ride that wave of “everything is working out great”
You definitely have more than a month if you’re drinking water. You’re causing yourself more pain and suffering by prolonging the torture. Whoever told you this was a good idea has you very misinformed.
A while back, there was someone on here that denied herself food and water. She lasted about a week before she gave in and had something to eat and drink. From what I remember, it wasn’t very pleasant for her.
Listen this post was not a cry for help I’m in the process as we speak this is what I’m going to do.I kid you not I’ve gona a week and a half with out food or water granted I was in a hospital. Yes it hurts but it’s just the way I wanna go. I’m not depressed just ready, sure I could stick around and do somthing great for my life but why I’m just going to die anyway just like you people and everyone else. I’m not doing this cause I didn’t get what I wanted for Christmas or whatever it’s because of my beliefs and my mind is set. I’ve never finished anything in my life. Well I’m about to now though right ? This site sucks if I wanted people to tell me life’s worth living I would posted on yahoo answers Lol happy holidays
Longer than a month ! Damn well I’m gonna be a ***** cause my neighbors constantly cook great smelling food …. Oh well lol
Won’t work, sorry. It’s unlikely that you have the willpower necessary to starve to death, even if you do genuinely want to die. You’ll just end up weakened and malnourished.
pandah radahradah,
honestly that’s the funniest plan i’ve ever heard! everyone is going to watch you starve to death? please! you may be serious but haha that ain’t going to work,i think it would make a funny moive though? don’t get mad at me i’m just saying.lol
Lol I KNOW it’s stupid anyone wanna repeat that again? , and yes people will watch me starve but well theres nothing they can do about it, like what are they gonna do shove food down my throat ? No . shit can’t some just fucking egg me on, all this positive energys making me hungry (;
I sound like a “troll” but I’m so serious, it’s actually amusing me. This is kinda like a Suicide Project and I’d like an A .
EVERYONE KEEP TELLING ME I CAN’T, your all just going to be part of the reason why I will succeed.
pandah radahradah,
lol ok ok i’m rooting for you! i’m on your side! but it sounds to me like digging a tunnel out of prison with a spoon.haha
i won’t tell you that you CAN”T do it, but i will say that you have to do it in a very specific way. and yes, people will “shove food down your throat”… not literally, but via IV and/or medications in a forced hospitalization. the way you CAN achieve this is only by removing yourself from society and isolating yourself. like chaining yourself to a tree in the middle of a vast wilderness.
you CAN do this if you really try and plan it correctly and follow through with it regardless of the pain. but just staying at home and not eating and only occasionally drinking water will result in a very prolonged and painful situation wherein you will not be permitted to die, because you will be legally deemed unable to care for yourself and forced into hospitalization.
society will not allow you to die in this way. so if you are truly going to do it you have to completely remove yourself from society. period.
Edt she actually brought up she just thought it was a virus so (:
Jk not going there but my moms really pissed off so idk
Update : still pissed off tho lol . She just won’t say what I’m doing it’s to hard for her I think