I am 16.Â
I just want to die and help my parents with the burden they have; my sister and I. Yes I am scared but I have a feeling I should do it.Â
What is stopping me back is two things: 1- my sister, she depends on me. I can’t just be selfish and leaves her alone. 2-my religious believes: suicidal is the shortest way to hell.
I always knew my parents thought of me as a burden but what started it now is thatmy mother and them my father next said that they no more will consider me or my sister their daughters as I misbehaved with my mother’s sister.
I would just ignore it and wait to get the hell out of the house but again this against my religious believe; my parents should be satisfied with me and so God will.Â
BTW I tried apologizing but it didn’t work.Â
@crying over my soaked pillowÂ
2 comments
candy96′
you can be out on your own in 2 years hang in there!
Don’t cry.
And I liked to say that the bible says nothing about that suicide is the way to hell. It doesn’t even say that it’s a sin. All that there is, is stories how people are feelig down.
And suicide is not it really.
I don’t know. Maybe you could contact other relatives? Or try talking still with your parents, see if you can somehow make it work just for the two years.
Strenght.