tonights the night.

I watched both of your videos.

I cannot imagine living with physical pain every single day. It doesn’t seem fair, especially for someone so young.

Please reach out before you give up. Call a hotline. Get someone to take you to the emergency room. Call the police and tell them you’re suicidal. Someone who wants to help you will come.

It seems like you aren’t getting any support from your family at all. I’m sorry.

I’m sorry that you (and I) are in deep emotional pain. Every day gets harder to get through. We don’t see anyone around us caring and certainly no one understands.

The cards you held up — about cutting, feeling worthless… and that you care.

You say that you care. I believe you. I also believe that you have a huge heart.

You’re wearing a Santa hat in the video, so I believe you have a sense of humor despite the profound pain that you’re in.

I don’t think you’re done quite yet. Please try one of the things I mentioned earlier first.

Please don’t go.