Why Me Though :/

When I Was 10 I Was Brutally Raped By A Old Male In His mid 30s It Stopped Me From Having A Boyfriend Iv Tried Suicide Last Night To End My Pain Quickly But All It Did Was Give Me A Bruised Neck And Fresh New Cuts On My Thighs
Please Help Me :'( Im Sick And Tired Of The Thoughts I Have Everyday <\3 And Most Of All Im Scared ..