Last night I was talking to my best friend and realized there is so much going on with her. I was wrong. She’s cocky and rude on the surface but on the inside she’s just as insecure and sad as I am. I love her to death, and the things we said to each other last night will always stay with me. She asked me to promise to never self harm or starve myself ever again, and I said I was going to try. I am trying. I’ve been 12 days clean, and I hope I stay clean for the rest of my life.
My suicidal thoughts and my anxiety are still here, but I’m trying to recover. It’s not going to easy, but I’m trying.
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itsabadidea ,
good for you! i know it’s hard but you can do it!
🙂