Changing

Instability is the only stable thing in me
Balance is challenging to me
Maybe I need something like peace

Hello serenity how have you been? It’s been quite a while since my needs were meant, in this parasitical relationship, your lack is hurting me
Hello algidity, you’re stuck in my bones. It’s been such a long time since I remember being warm, in this frigid cowardice, I’m not any closer to free

I’m not being heard and I wonder why, “Why am I”
“Why am I here because I’m not changing much”
The things I say the words I speak
I have to ask “Would I even listen to me?”

And I’ve realized something
While I’ve been going crazy
I’ve learned some things
The only constant is change
And war feels just like peace