Will tonight be the night? To the right of me, just within arm’s reach, is the answer to all my problems, the victory to all my failures, the reward for all my pain.
For just a heartbeat, or an eternity depending on how you look at it, all the wars will stop, children will stop getting raped, animals will stop being tortured, all bills will be paid, all mistakes will be erased, and politicians will stop f*king up the world.
Why don’t I do it? Because my dog is laying on top of me, and she’s the warmest feeling you could ever imagine. If she gets up I’ll have no more excuses.
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Ironic that as I’m reading this my cat is laying on my stomach as well. It sounds to me as though you take too much worry in societies problems. Why should your life be ended because the mistakes of society? Your death won’t stop that from happening. Whether you die tonight or not, the same people will do the same things tomorrow. The only difference is that it will be you paying for what others have done.
Take just a while to rethink what your doing. Its never a good idea to make important decisions when your tired, and its 2:44 A.M. and your laying in bed with your puppy so I assume sleep would do you some good before making any decisions.
I don’t even know you, but you staying alive for even just one more day would make me feel happier about being alive as well. Stop being so hard on yourself and take a while to try and think about the things in life you enjoy.