It all can be over in a single slice. The pain, the tears, the bull shit, everything. Yet we are all still here. We are all deciding if we should take that final leap to freedom, or stay and fight in our so called hell. Sure, I’ve thought about slicing the main vein. I even put a razor to it, sliced a little, and chickened out (of course this cannot compare to those that actually do the act). All i could think about is if this was what i really wanted. What if i did slice through the artery and realized that, ‘Hey, i want to live’ while rolling around on the floor with blood pouring out everywhere.  All of us just want to end the pain of our sucky lives, some people binge, drink, do drugs, cut, and some people do suicide. We’re looking for a permanent solution, while the others are just temporary. These thoughts I have  do scare me; sometimes all i think of doing is suicide. I have (just like you) my whole life ahead of me. Do I really want to wait for the suffering to end or should i just end it myself? Tsk tsk tsk, decisions are tricky.
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You’ve got to think this out, trust me you are taking the easy way out. I cut after a pretty harsh day at school which i will not go into details, I just took my scissors and managed to slice my arm pretty bad. It is the worst feeling in the world, I felt like I was gonna die and what I thought was that I failed everyone I cared about, and I refused to die. I managed call my friend to patch it up thanks to neosporin, a HUGE bandaid, and lots and lots of gauge which my friend brought over. She was really freaked out, she told me how selfish that would have been if I really intended to kill myself. Nobody found out. I got a minor infection which I managed to get away with. I repeat do not do it. But free will is free will, but trust me I’ve been through it. When you die all people around you will be affected, not just you. Stay strong.