Ive always been bullied for cry and i have held alot in for years and now i cry really easily. I cant keep it in. Im scared ill cry in front of someone. Ive always been strong for everybody and only one person has ever seen me really cry. I dont have anybody to be there when i cry. I say strong and have a fake smile on during but when i go in my room lock the dorr and put my headhones in i just loose i and cry for hours and then i cut to make it better. Music is my life but im scared i will just lose it in public. the last person that saw tears coming down my face just stood there and stared at me and didnt saw a word and then told everybody how i cried. Ive been strong for to long and i try soo how to keep everything inside but i cant anymore. When i cry am i weak or strong?????
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I’ve been through several different forms of depression. I experienced what your going through in 6th grade. All I can really say is stay strong. Try and have some isolated time alone each day to let it out. For me it didn’t last too awful long, I hope the same goes for you.
U are strong enough to express your emotion. U are truthful to your feelings. And that’s super strong.
I’m quite envious. I can hardly cry even when I need to.
So cry when U feel like. U would feel good afterwards. Fu©K those people’s opinion who say anything against crying. U are human. U should laugh when happy, cry when sad.
no not at all
i feel that when i cry i become more strong and i really feel good…after that…
crying is good actually,
I am envious, I’ve never cried even when I needed too because I was abused and shamed when I was a child. So even giving birth to my own child and at my best friends death I didn’t shed a tear. Most people think I’m hollow or heartless. But on the inside I have nothing but tears. Don’t end up like me cry when you are sad don’t let them shame you out of it cause if you do you may never be able to cry again and that will make you feel more isolated and worse.
You’re still fuccking strong mate! Crying can feel weak of course, but you’re not weak because of that. Crying can feel embarrassing, Jesus! I get embarrassed when I cry too, I can’t stand people seeing me cry. But strength and crying are different things altogether I think. I guess it also depends on the situation I have no idea really. I think crying in front of others is more like embarrassing rather than weak, because certainly for me, I’m not less strong after I start crying, in fact I get even more stronger and have to leave the situation so I don’t hurt myself or someone else, or turn into a murderer.
thanks for the help!!! I used to not be able to cry and now i have trouble not crying. Its like i just cant win. The comments make me feel better.
YOU ARE NOT WEAK. YOU ARE DEPRESSED, ITS TREATABLE. AS FOR BEING BULLIED YOUR GOING TO HAVE TO STAND UP FOR YOURSELF AND BEAT The CRAP OUT of the NEXT PERSON WHO FUCKS WITH YOU. IF YOU DONT, YIU WILL CONTINYE TO GET BULLIED. THE BULLYING ZTOPS NOW!!!!! I HATE HATE HATE BULLIES!!!!!! dont be afraud to cry. WERE ALL HUMAN .
GOOD LUCK,
PS. IF I SAW SOMEONE BULLYING YOU ID BEAT THE SNot OUT OF THEM. 🙂
blackhole,
that’s was awsome advice!! i’m glad to here from you!!! 🙂
i think i have my skype ready…send me a text.