Just another day

I’ve decided to go to work today. I haven’t been there since Tuesday. I woke up today so sore and stiff that it took me 15 minutes to pry myself out of bed. My head hurts, and once again I was unable to eat anything. That makes it two days without a decent meal..

I feel my anxiety kicking in. Although I’ve worked there for over a year. I know my staff very well, and I get along with each and every one of them. I have multiple repeat customers that I am able to talk to. Life, and weather, and entertainment. I like my job. But for some reason today I feel like I’m heading to the slaughterhouse.

I think I’m making a step in the right direction. It would do me good to get out of my house, even though I may have to sit for long periods of time because of my muscle tension and pain.

Maybe I’ll meet a nice guy today. It wouldn’t be the first time.

Here’s to getting my life back on track. One step at a time.

For the first time since I’ve been on here, I’m encouraging you all to follow my footsteps. This time, I think, I’m heading towards the light, and not into the darkness.