mental case.

Been fighting for this boy for so long, now I’ve got him it feels so wrong.
Like its getting way to serious way to quick.
And I don’t even feel like I’m in a relationship, even though I am.
I felt like he was going to make my happy but now, I’ve lost that.
It’s an uncomfortable feeling and its getting bullshit.
I don’t know what to feel anymore.
One minute he’s the best thing ever and now he’s just a boy.
A clingy over protective boy.
I don’t know what I’m doing anymore.
What’s wrong with me?
How can I be head over heals for this boy then instantly uncomfortable.
Argh. Fuq lyf.