I didnt do it.
Didnt jump.
I was stopped.
Why ?? Why people think they can force others to live?That they can decide whether im going to  live or not?I wanted to jump.Backwards.Just to let myself.But no.And just when i got courage to finally do that,there comes them to tell me that i have to live and that it will get better.It wont!I dont know what to do any more.
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I’m so glad that they stopped you from jumping. You are suffering from a mental illness, thus you are unable to think rationally. How can you be sure that your life won’t get better? Life is full of challenges, but you can’t give up.
im so lost right now..so fragile.dont know what to do,what to think.
We’re here to help if you need someone to talk to.
Thank you..im a big mess.Im 16 year old girl,no serious problems in life,i got family ,friends..But still i feel so lonely,so disconnected from world .I know that I am very ungrateful.Many people have nothing.I hate myself for that too.Im also starving myself because i find myself fat.Nobody understands what is going on in my head.I get lost constantly.And im sorry for bothering you with this.
Have you seen your doctor and talked to him about how you are feeling? If you want to lose weight safely, just eat healthy foods and exercise more often. Don’t starve yourself.
No,because i told that one time to my parents,but they thought i was just Attention seeking.But i wasnt.So since that ,i didnt tell any one .Im afraid to go to doctor,but i want to.
Ah wait for another opportunity… Or I don’t know what else besides hanging in there, which is a pretty lame comment from me sorry. I just don’t know.
How are you feeling today?