im listening to Harder Than You Know by Escape The Fate over and over
you can obviously know what happened
yes, i broke up with my boyfriend last night.
it’s no big deal, btw.
but why is it really hard to get through things we’ve been through
the memories are just TOO MUCH
and also the promises
we made promises
but he broke it
when i asked,
‘so what’s the meaning of those promises? those things we’ve done?’
GUESS WHAT HE SAID.
‘no meaning.’
hahahahahaha
im done with those shits
he was the first i had sex with
i thought, he’d be the only one.
naive, eh? whatever.
im getting tired.
tell me he’s not worth it.
tell me he doesnt deserve my love
tell me he doesnt even deserve my tears
tell me i deserve better
please, tell me, i’ll be really happy……
2 comments
You do deserve better – much better. The thing is that you have been so focussed on him, that it still seems that he is the one for you. But, speaking from experience, if you break up with him, over time, you will understand that he was not. Over time – because it takes time for your rational thinking to win from your emotions. It may not feel like it now, but it will. Trust me.
I’m dealing with this too. I’m sorry /: