I don’t understand the person i have become anymore. I used to be so nice and so full of nothing but happiness. Now i just cry myself to sleep. Maybe it’s because my father died this September of a tragic accident. But i don’t think that’s it completely. I feel so pushed away i have 2 sisters and they’re so perfect they all always have straight A’s…and then there is me… with F’s and D’s. I have so much anger and hurt on the inside i just want to scream HELP ME. but of course no one is there… I’m trying so hard not to break. I wanted to be popular SO bad. and i was..but now people just talk about me. I tweeted a tweet that said “I just wish mother nature could text me and tell me i’m not pregnant” and the next thing i know people think i’m pregnant. I just can’t take much more of anything. I quit trying to be perfect and trying to please everyone i honestly just want to die sometimes.
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Hun i have been there. In your exact shoes. I have been to the very bottom and back. If you ever need someone to listen, give advice or need anything I will help you. YOU ARE NOT ALONE!
Yes. i would LOVE someone to actually talk to.. becausei feel so alone like i want to just be a hermit or something. Ya know? The pain just never goes away..so i try drinking and that doesn’t help me that much just makes me really sick.