I’m sick of crying all the time. I wish the tears would Stop. Can’t you see I’m not fine?! I have looked for love and acceptance everywhere but I’ve only been JUDGED. The most horrible thing is when you’re judged by that person you love unconditionally. They hate being seen with you in public and avoid you when you’re going through a tough time. I have nobody else to turn to. I just cannot remove this mask to others. My mind is clouded with self depreciating thoughts. I just don’t want to live anymore.