Sooo, I have a new crush. His name is Austin. God, he is so cute. He has blonde hair, a six pack, braces (I like braces, for some reason), and I think he has blue eyes. I went to my friend’s house yesterday, and it was her brother’s birthday. He had some friends over, and Austin was one of them. We played football, did random stupid stuff, and I had a lot of fun with him. I swear he was flirting. He insulted my favorite video game, started to tease me slightly, and then ran away. I chased him around, too. I can run a lot, and so can he. He plays soccer. Oh my gosh. I got to prove my strength. We played Smear the Queer. I got the ball, and I started to run, but my friend’s brother, Darrell, came after me. He tried to tackle me. He eventually succeeded, but I held him off for a while. I’m not a girly girl, and I didn’t act like it. I acted completely normal. (My normal, anyway) I had a good time. And I really like him. The best part is that he has A Lunch, like me, so if I want to talk to him, I can. I’m so happy. 😀 I didn’t even expect it, but I like this guy just as much as I like-er, liked Trevor. I love liking guys. They’re pretty awesome most of the time. Otherwise, I wouldn’t like them. 😀
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Hm…I lost track of all the guys? Can I be blunt and say maybe you’d be better of writing this on some sort of online journal?…i know i sound mean but every time its the same thing…you like this guy or another guy or is it that guy? Who knows…sorry but you say you want to hurt yourself and die when a guy doesn’t like you…thats normal teenage drama not actual suicidal idealization…people on here talk about their loves and how it hruts but the people here have actually attempted and actually bleed out by the pint…you’re young…you’re gonna like lots of guys over your life time…glad to hear things are good with a new crush but really now…please its just…I dunno..my opinion…ignore it..be mad at me…just sharing my opinion…
Also its cruel that you’re describing these guys with that title “out with the old, in with the new”? These guys have feelings, they’re not objects…