Its amaxing to realise that this “high” i had felt wasnt really a high at all it just a foreign reactiontat o detected as a high but really it is the normal feelings that i am supposed to feel. This is my theory anyway….i really hope its accurate :/.
I can only imagine how azing high must feel….beyond satisfying.
Oh how ive been missing out.
Itakes me rage inside to see how other people have these “normal” feelings without even realising how good they have it.
Anyway …i feel these feeling starting to come about naturally..growing stronger and stronger…
maybe one day ill really believe it has been worth it.
No i dont satisfy easily…infact i dont recall a tome when ive ever been satisfied…untill now it seeeems i could be well on my way.
It is about time. I deserve this.
Redemption.