I am the last honest guy on earth. I gave her everything and she promised the world to me.
I gave her all of me. My Love, My Patience, My Kindness, My Caring. everything that made me the last honest person on earth.
She gave me a wife and 2 kids. A House and even a job.
She gave me things I did not have like Motivation, Strength, Willpower, The reason I needed to get out of bed everyday.
She took it all and the world she promised, She took it all back.
She took it in pieces over time, first my Securities, then Control, then my Trust, then My Joy, then a few years pass, Then my will to Live
She took me. Who I was. Fed me lies and kept me crippled and bitter. Unknowing of the truth, un trusting and full of hate.
Not knowing what I would find. If I found it, She told me I was wrong I didn’t find anything. By this time I was gone I had no will to dispute.
I took it I took all of it. She promised the world and gave me hate and lies wrapped in a bow.
Then She took, without a blink of guilt My Wife, My kids, My bed, My TV, My Couch, My Money, and replaced it with the reason why I made her not love me.
I made her not love me? The one thing in my life, My Life, The life I tried so hard to build. told me I made Her not love me?
10 years…
I have wanted to die.
10 years…
I have been eaten inside out by the one thing I fought for.
10 years…
and she feels nothing.
these words cant show my rotted soul.
picked clean by cold hands.
I hear only screaming.
hell is inside me.
she has no guilt, and still lies, she controls hell, and she gave it to me.
you promised me the World…………….