everyday when i wake up, i feel my heart is being squeezed , it hurts so much that i cant take it anymore, just want to go back to sleep and never wake up. i feel so empty all the time
i have 2 rifles and a shotgun leaning against the wall, when i wake up i feel hurt and i stare at death against the wall, until im ready to accept it, i want to live and see the future, but i just cant stand feeling this way any longer, im afraid of waking up tomarrow, afraid that ill land a rifle round in my chest and make a big mess.
i just cant fucking stand it anymore
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The reason why i feel this way because i lost a realky good friend
And it hurts too much, it hurts just to wake up, i was
Already depressed before he died, we had a little issue between us
Before he died, he said some hatefull shit bout me when
He was drunk, thats the last time heard from him, i didnt get a chance
To say sorry to him, he was my closest friend in the world,
So many unanswered questions