So I finally had enough and I’m gonna do what I’ve wanted to since I was 13 years old. I’m not gonna say suicide no I already dead it more of setting my soul free. My parents can tell there is something wrong and they try to tell me how much I mean to them but the only reason is they feel like bad parents this what I get not what they did. I feel like I deserve peace now. So I guess I won’t write any goodbyes just 3 words “not your fault” I won’t explain the pain I have felt for what feels like forever because they don’t know that pain so they will never understand why I’m doing this. They probably will think I was selfish. I thought long and hard about this I’m not changing my mind. I’m not selfish if I finally get the one thing I’ve wanted since this all started. This is my goodbyes to this website I believe that some of you felt like I do. Stay strong and do what I can’t. LIVE.
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Hey don’t go! You can still live too! You can fight! Maybe if you talk about what’s really hurting you, it would help? Please… don’t go!
u cant leave now i know it sounds a cliche thing to say but it does get better i struggle every day to keep going but each and every day you realize how much your life is worth just hang in there…there are people out there for you even if you dont see them around,
Thanks but I think it’s my time, I never gonna be able to talk about the one thing that really hurts me because I just can’t I’ve never told anyone and I know I’m never gonna be happy. life was not good to me. I hoping death will be happy or at least better.
(sigh) I don’t know what happened to you but… I know it has hurt you so badly that you think there is no future… that the pain won’t go away… but it can… You can still be happy… but you gotta fight for it a little… There is no happiness in death… Death… death is too final… there is nothing after death… no happiness… no peace… nothing.
If you feel you want to talk to someone in private you can see my email… I know it’s hard but… please… stay!
I might I’m just scared because it just keeps getting worse but I guess that’s how life is. I know that things can get better but it’s taking forever for it to. And thank you I really thought that know one would even try because I told my friend and all they said was “I knew this day would come bye” my only friend..
What kind of “friend” was that?! You’re worth it! Remember that! If he can’t value you for who you are, he doesn’t deserve you! Still… there are people that can help you make it through… even here… There’s still hope for you too! As long as you’re breathing there’s still hope!
Hey I could be your friend… 🙂 Do you want to talk on email?
i know this probably won’t convince you, but sometimes all you have to do is keep hanging in there and wait for a brighter day. just wait. don’t chase happiness, that will only make you feel worse. you’re worth more than you will ever know. if you ever need to talk, a friend, anything…i’m here! 🙂
Don’t do this. You will soon learn it was not a good idea. I understand how you feel. You’ve never told anyone your story, but you can tell me. Or other people on this website. Talking it out is the only way it’ll help. We don’t know you, nor will we ever meet you. We won’t judge you. Just trust me.
i’m here too! 🙂
i’m here too! 🙂
Thank you guys.
Belive In me….. A Saviour Will be There.. Im sorry, That you have this choice.. I wish i could help.. please stay strong until the end. I love you. Altho i dont know you,,,, I love you so much, ’cause your so beautiful. In the inside and the out. I love You.
Thank you I love you too. All of you guys who commented are very caring people more caring than I have outside of this website.
i hope you are in peace now. but i doubt if u did it. 🙁 did you?
i wish this happens to me too, soon.
ur love is not enough !