I don’t know what to do with my life anymore. There are no more times I could laugh for real. Everything’s just fake. It sucks. I once had friends who I trusted in my old school, but then I transferred to a new school and realized they weren’t the friends they said they were. Now, In my new school, I do have friends. Friends that are only for the good times. I don’t know who to trust anymore. Sure there are times when I tell other people my problems but those problems are the problems that even I know I could bear with. But what they don’t know is that I’m hiding all the real stuff. People who say that they are my true friends can’t even see this.
Right now, I’m having some problems and I’m staring at my phone thinking who I could talk to… And now, I realize that there is really no one. Absolutely no person I could talk to.
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@fakes22 You could talk here about your what’s really hurting you… it might help…
Everyone will listen to you and… you never know… you could find a true friend here… 🙂
I am just like you. I know everything is bad. And I won’t say everything will be okay. But if you need to talk, you can ask me. I already have nothing at all to lose, and broadly speaking, I’m dead. So if you don’t mind talking to a dead girl… ur welcome.
I just miss having those friends I used to have.. They used to be so important to me.. But now they’re all just fakes. I never thought I’d have these suicide imaginations but maybe.. people do change..
Well maybe they do sometimes, but not their essence. All my friends either just left or betrayed me. Sure they could’ve changed since then, but it doesn’t change anything for me.
All my friends betrayed me. They know nothing about me even though we spent like 6 years together.. Well, that just sucks.. They even got my only true friend against me.. Yeah, I used to have a true friend until his mind got poisoned by those other friends.. But then that made me think twice about him really being my true friend..
@fakes22 Maybe people change…or maybe there weren’t worth it to begin with… But… there are still people that can become your friends… your true friends… Don’t give in to despair… and stay around… 🙂
I plan on staying around.. To be “normal” again.. So that I could show them something in me that they missed on.. 🙂 Thanks for listening.. I really appreciate having someone to talk to..
@fakes22 You’re welcome… You can always find someone to listen to you here… and to talk to you… 🙂
i will listen if you want to talk.
you are not alone on this.
@fakes22 my friends betrayed me too… 🙂