Title says it. Last month my mother drank herself to death. Today my daughter heart stopped.
i am in bits. But tomorrow I will feel better. And the next day better still. And next year maybe I will have another daughter. I live with hope in my heart because this is what keep the lights on when it is dark.
Life is precious. Please help me believe this to be true. Live today like it iS a blessing. Because it is. You only realise this when it is taken away.
It has been taken away from me. Realise it before it is taken away from you.
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I’m so sorry for your loss. I wish you a better day tomorrow.
How old was she? I do hope everything goes well for you! I will keep you as anonymous in prayers tonight. Good things will come through…like you said…will get better day by day. Im so sorry for your loss!
Dude, the Energizer Bunny has nothing on you!
I couldn’t imagine being hit twice like that so rapid fire.
Words fail me. May your strength (to say nothing of your friends and family) not fail you!
Am still on-line. Not much else to do haha. Posting is perhaps cathartic for me. All I want is for those who read this, life can be hard. It is not how we live life, it is how we deal with adversity. If my pain is your pain you can reach me on spuriousdave@yahoo.co.uk. Otherwise, please stay on the course. Life is wonderful. The sunset, the smell of a bonfire, the early mist of dawn, the full moon, the love when you find your partner. Keep looking. Death is darkness, we should enjoy light. If I can find it, I hope you can to.
I’m so sorry for your losses Dave. I’m sure your mom and daughter were both really special people. Maybe they are angels watching out for you now? Or maybe they have already reincarnated as other people? I don’t know, but I do believe that something happens after we die.