I have never tried to commit suicide or even as much as tried to hurt myself. But I have a constant urge to hurt myself. Like if i stand on a railway platform a thought crosses my head what if i jump?A voice stops me which says no don’t do it . Its not a sane thing to do. But i don’t know how to stop the urge. Someone please tel me am i suicidal or is it just normal. I have been getting these thoughts since 5 years.
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These kind of thoughts don’t necessarily make you suicidal but 5 years is a very long time. If you have them regularly and you are hurted inside than try to talk to someone, comimg on this site is a good thing I think.
Maybe those thoughts aren’t about dying or ending life but only the pain.
Don’t keep everything to yourself.
I dont know whom to talk to about it. I have a lot of people around me who love me but they will freak out if they know. U think I should tell somebody I’m close to or since it’s nt so serious just ignore it?
I agree with Agony: A little talk won’t hurt. I first imagined dropping to my death from a 20 foot window at work 25 years ago, yet I live.
No one but you can determine whether you are suicidal. It’s a no-win “game.”
No choice supersedes another ini purity. Put more simply: Labels don’t count.
Avoid death while you can. Submit when you must. No choice but your own matters in these moments
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I dont think I will jump somewhere what stops me is that I am too scared to. But I want the thoughts to stop I dont know how to make that happen.
It is serious. Go do things you like, that will make you happier
Do u think I should talk to someone about it does it help? Like not a counsellor maybe my bf or friend?
talk to an imaginary friend i know that sounds ridiculous or even crazy but having someone hug you in your mind and tell you youre wonderful in everyway is sometimes just wat i need i hav real life friends of my own but i dont ever want them to know that i was planning on killing myself its just one of those things that many if not most friends probably wouldnt know how to deal with
ya that is true. I dont know if i could have an imaginary friend maybe talking on this forum would help. thanks 🙂
It feels nice when people respond and actually wanna know what u feel like and care 🙂
iab: there are no “SHOULDS.” You should speak to someone if you wish. You should not speak to anyone if you prefer.
Do you want to live? Or is death your choice?
I want to live
I just wanna make the thoughts go away