Heh,so I guess I really just wanted to say goodbye I guess, haha!
I guess it might be my “last cry for help” or something like that…?
Anyways, I guess I just needed to get it off my chest that I’m really leaving.
I’m scum and this is what I deserve, I had friends that helped me through thick and thin, but I couldn’t get over being depressed… I ruined them!
Mmmmm… I hope they don’t find out what I do, but at the same time I do?
It hurt like hell to detach from them and… after they stopped me from my last attempt they either know I can’t be stopped this time or they really don’t know…
Either way, I guess I wanted one last scrap of attention that my attention whore mind needs.
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It’s natural to seek attention. I mean, who’d like to feel left out, ignored and lose their self worth. Most of us try to find ways to get attention of some form or other and to varying degrees. People get a lot of stick on here for that.
I find that if someone wants to respond, its because they have a view to getting something in return. It’s the need and demand for something.
I don’t think you should hurt yourself…