they said summer nights would last forever
take my hand this is our endeavor
running up the side walk in the pitch dark
hoping some where love had sparked
when you kissed me it was full of passion
but that was it nothing else happened
i couldn’t wait to get you undress
the audience can guess what happened next
it was fun just for a while
but it ran out after so many miles
i never knew it would affect you like this
i had no way of knowing what would happen next
they found you swinging from the closet beam
it was like a nightmare from a twisted dream
i never meant to play you that hard
i know it now i went to far
i cant take away the tragic past
or fix all the lives that i have trashed
i dont know where my life will lead
but inside i know my heart still bleeds
i cant take anything for serious
sometimes i think the whole world is delirious
i dont know whats wrong with me
i laugh so hard until i weep
this makes me seem so messed up
how i can put these to subjects up
line from line its all a mess
but honestly i have to confess
i hurt, and scared, im angry at myself
how i could come first and put people on the shelf
i had a bad past but a worse ending
this is no fun, in not resending
they said summer night would last forever
i dream of the past and do it all over
i change one thing or maybe two
in the end i still lose you
you were a good friend and that was it
i shouldnt have played you or pull any shit
but i did and its all now lost
and i did it all at what cost?
several hours of erotic pleasure,
to rob you of your lifes bloods treasure