Do you know that moment when you don’t know what to do anymore. When your world is crashing down but you still have a stupid smile on your face. This is all happening to me,& I’m losing it. Yeah people out there have it worse than me & I shouldn’t be complaining but it’s just to much to handle. I just want to end it & leave it all behind. I have nothing to much to lose. The people who once gave a damn  about me just gave up on me. Now a couple days ago I lost the person I love thanks to my stupid drug & drinking habits. Now & days I want to start cutting again cause life is just a pain in the ass. Through all of this I’ve lost hope in god. Sometimes I find myself praying to a god I don’t really believe in anymore. I just want to drink the pain away…
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Alcohol is wonderful yet powerful system. It can become controlling and dangerous but hey we aren’t on this website to be warned about dangerous things. Just make sure if you decide to take that step that you not the booze are making that decision.