although most here are in the same boat as me… a daily struggle with life and happiness…. I wonder if there is any one here who has come to the point of saying they are glad they did not go through with suicide, and it all gets better.
My question is …Â as you are now in the point in your life where it is all better…. and you are glad you are still alive…. if you knew you had to suffer for another 5, 10, 15 years to get to this point of happiness…. would you still say it is worth it, sticking it out?
It’s hard to hear people say it all gets better… but when, and if I die… I won’t have regrets, but if I have to wake up every morning and suffer not knowing when, is it still worth it?
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I’m glad that I didn’t go through with suicide, and it does get better. I used to be like you, struggling with life and happiness, but not anymore. And yes, even if I knew I had to suffer for another 5, 10, 15 years to get to this point of happiness, I would still say it’s worth it. When I was struggling in life, the one thing I hated most to hear was that it gets better, but they were right. Life can and will get better if you let it. I found something worth living for and that’s how I’ve been able to be here typing this to you today. My mom got pregnant with my little brother. He means the world to me. I would give my life for him, but I also don’t want to leave him here in this world alone. I don’t want him to end up like me and go through some of the things I’ve gone through. I wanna be there for him when he needs me, just like when he was there for me when I needed him. He brings a smile to my face everyday and he is my rock. You just have to find something worth holding onto, something you couldn’t dare to leave behind. Find something worth living for. Your life is precious. Don’t take it away. Stay strong! lmL