….

I am alive and well for now

I wonder how the end will come for me

I hear silence ringing in my ears

I see a barrier between sociality

I want to fly high above the clouds

I am waiting in anger….

I pretend life is fair

I feel sorrow and corruption in my heart

I touch the edges of many hardships

I worry about the other hemisphere

I cry when I am permanently abandoned

I am an unstable being….

I understand it’s hard to leave someone behind

I say “I can move on” but truly can’t

I dream of a world no longer full of suffering

I try not to be a burden to others

I hope for a place where sadness is no longer a threat

I am only human….