Im burnt out tipsy and just really sad and pissed off in general. im missing out on a party and just fucking pissed i have to be home just sitting in a dark sad house with arguments. i just dont feel right. i feel myself slipping just my mouth and my nose arent submerged beneath water. can people tell? i dont think so… i can tell tonights going to be a long one. maybe ill take a knide and cut off all the fat on my stomach.