Afraid of the world

You know,sometimes I feel like I shouldn’t be here.You see I am afraid…of people.Walking streets everyday wishing to be invisible and every person that I see when I’m walking …It’s like they are going to kill me.I’m afraid of living because I know that I won’t be accepted and I’m one of those left behind.I’m scared.I’m alone.I cry everyday and I feel like I’m here to be tortured.Someone told me that “suicide is for weak people” But I don’t wanna die because I’m weak, but because I was strong for so long and I feel like I’m living with no direction,just living to be punish and tortured and pushed outside everyday.I’m living for nothing.I use to stay strong just for being
left behind everyday.Why am I living this hell?Sometimes Is hard to keep fighing when you know you fight alone ….for a cause that can’t won.