I dont feel suicidal. I can handle life just great. I came here because my brother killed himself and I wanted to kind off undestand what suicidal people think, how they see life ect. I thought that maby I could at least help a stranger if I couldnt help my bro.
Well I realised, that even if one is not suicidal it can become very depressed, gloomy and pesimistic hanging with you guys here… And helping someone here if mission impossible. You are trapped in your bubble of pain and dont wanna get out. You say you cant, I think deep down, you just dont want to becouse it takes effort and being a victim is easier.
But actually I would like to thank you all 🙂 You made me realise I couldnt help my bro, couse he didnt want to be helped.
I hope you people wont really kill yourselves, because regardless what you think, people DO LOVE YOU and they WOULD miss you. Hope you stick around long enough to realize that by yourself.
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You couln’f help us or your brother or us because you have no idea how we feel. You merely pass judgement that we don’t want to be helped. Some of us tried to get better but life just keeps piling on the shit, we finally get run down and see suicide as the only way out. Many don’t want to die but just want the mental, physical and emotional pain to stop. Don’ t blindly pass judgement on those you don’t understand!
Sometimes love is simply just not good enough.
It’s interesting to get the perspective of an “outsider”/loved one.
I think that yes, some days I don’t want to get help, because it’s easier to moan.
But on the other hand, I’ve tried a whole lot of things, which haven’t worked, and repeated disappointment can really take a toll.
So I think people are also trying to protect themselves.
IMO, we just don’t really know enough about helping people, who are feeling down, currently, or else, we, as a society, fail to implement it.
On top of that, everyone’s story is different, some people have suffered massive abuse (external factor), some of us are just a bit loopy (internal factor?) (this applies to me).
I appreciate you coming here looking for answers, and trying to help. It is very kind of you. I’m so sorry for your loss. It must be hard to bear.
I read your first post a few days ago and imagined how you must feel. Your post was important.
Everyone is different in the way that they react to events and circumstances. People have different personalities.
You couldn’t have foreseen what was going to happen. If you had intervened you might have just postponed the inevitable.
Whether or not you can prevent somebody depends on the individual and their circumstances.
I don’t know why there has to be so much suffering in the world.
I hope that you find a way to come to terms with your loss.
Thank you. Talking to you and everyone else gives me a totally different perspective.
@renobill
Life was a ***** to me to, but I never really thought to end it. I lived in the same shitty familly as my bro, when I moved on my own I becam homeless in about a year. Lost my job, had zero money, but I somehow got back on my feet. I was raped at the age of 16 and in my 20 I finnaly got over it and find a partner. Exactly 2 weeks ago my bro killed himself, the next day my uncle passed away – cancer and today my grandfather had a stroke. At the moment I dont even know if hes gonna be OK. But I m here and I will stay here! I refuse to give up on my life! I will make it better, I will live a happy life. Thats a promise.
@ forsaken1
I really wanna talk to you in private. Is this possible?
@muspelhem
Thank you. I think you understand me. 🙂
Of course, you should be able to email me from the dashboard
If not my email is southern_ironworker@yahoo.com
And renobill feel free to.msg me as well
Some people like the concept of killing ownself because of the control thing. The power to end everything.