lol i invited an old friend to play mmo with me and now i have trouble being her friend in the game. fuck i’m too drpressed to play lol.  and i’m always drinking any chance i get.  man i suck.  so id rather drink than play with her. so i’m neglectful. she has no idea i want to end it all. shes too nice for that kind of talk.
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Is your friend on here?
Does she have an email I could email by?
Booze is a depressant so if you drink, you will never emotionally grow up and your chances of solving your problems is not very good. I was a drunk until I figured that out. My life still sucks, but nowhere near as bad as it did when I was drunk and living on emotions. My brother was a drunk, and he hung himself.
I hope you find your own reasons to make better choices…stand tough against depression and the bad stuff in your life…and eventually things really will get better. 🙂