always yelling always talking about me like I’m not there. My dad died when i was eight he was the only one of a family of six that i loved. Once he went suicidal and left me all alone i don’t know what to do. My mom has become a different person and is always complaining about everything i do. She does not understand that i try to do everything I can do right. I make good grades I try to be happy and i give advice to others. Sometimes when i ask for advice or when i need comfort. Nobody is there to give me any or to even giving me a second thought. For a while i question  why i keep going on from the minute i get home from school to the minute i am asleep i hear her voice yelling my name ordering me around like a dog. In the family i don’t feel loved i feel like an outsider someone different. Everyone in the family get in groups late at night and talk about me. It is even worse when she is even more mad. I can’t express emotions and i can’t show excitement at all. I can’t talk to someone so it has for many years just building up inside and i can’t let go.  I don’t know what to do anymore i don’t know who are my friends and who i can talk to everyone seems to go against me and hate me. i don’t know I’m so confused  on what to do.
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Ill be there for you…you don’t know me but I have a 16 yr old son and Im so sorry youre in pain. you need more love and understanding and kindness. You can trust me. Please talk when you can. Im very understanding. youre not alone.
Thank you i recently got a boyfriend and he is very understanding and peaceful so whenever i need someone he said he will always be there. Thank you again for worrying.