I just sometimes ending itall is so enticing because every single worry I have would go away I wouldn’t stress abouy my boyfriend friends, family, school and all of the dumb assignemtns I have, orchestra, band I wouldn’t have any more cares. And the relief that I would experience just is really appealing sometimes but that also wprries me, what of I actually do it it just sounds rrally nice right now. I can’t sleep and I want my emotions to go away they’re so stupis. To not feel amything wow and at rhis momwnt I look forward to absolutely nothing. I’m done