it scares me to be home alone. i like it. i like the freedom but i hate being by myself im scared what im going to do. thats why i always go out so im not left alone with my thoughts. .. i had a really weird urge to cut that randomly happened with one of my friends over. i couldnt wait for her to leave so i just locked myself in my bathroom with my razor and went at my wrist. fucking shit the cuts just went away so now i have to hide them from people.
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Weirdest urges ever. It’s like you just lose control. Bam! Blood everywhere. Afterwards it’s like, uhm what just happend :O
and im trying to fight off a panic attack too… shit.
and im trying to fight off a panic attack too… shit.
Let it out! Breathe easy, and good luck. I’ll be here tomorrow!
i just havent felt with them in a while so its harder to breathe. but ill be fine as always. and thanks :/