I’m alone…The people I care about couldn’t care less about me. I finally found someone, and I truly, honestly loved her. I would do anything for her. And today she left me…I was 2 months clean, but that changed today. I took my razor and cut myself 6 times. I don’t want to live without her. I just want someone who cares. My mom is letting the ex boyfriend who beat her back into the house, my “friends” Â pretty much don’t care about me. I’m alone. My dad decided that across the state is where he wanted to be, instead of closer to me so I could see him. I want to die. I just want to slice myself open and bleed to death. But I can’t because I’m just a coward. It’s always me…It always happens to me…I’m sorry this is just a rambling mess, I can’t even think straight right now. One more thing I can’t do right. I hate myself. I can’t do this anymore
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hey,
how old are you?
where are you?
i’m 25, i’m in australia
I’m in a similar situation. Can’t die because I’m scared that my attempt will be unsuccessful. So many people in this world suffer because of loneliness.. i wonder if this ever ends
When I was younger, I felt the same way, but when I became an adult and I was out on my own, things got a lot better because I wasn’t forced to have to deal as often with people who really didn’t care about me. The quality of my friends is a lot better now than it has ever been. Hold on through the tough times because the good times are so worth it 🙂
When I was younger, I felt the same way, but when I became an adult and I was out on my own, things got a lot better because I wasn’t forced to have to deal as often with people who really didn’t care about me. The quality of my friends is a lot better now than it has ever been. Hold on through the tough times because the good times are so worth it 🙂
It’s not worth it…I’m ending it tonight…I’m sorry
you are very correct.. something is only worth it if you think/feel it is..
it is your choice and you are in control of that
it could get better, but it might not.. we don’t know..
and the only person that can decide if it’s worth it to try some more is you..
I hope you will wait.. but if not, good luck 🙂