erase my thoughts with hazy smoke

its not the same but its getting more familiar and easier. its hard to forget the past when the past is so painful and still fresh. every time i see her i think of that one post. So i pack another bowl and take another hit to forget it. But i swear her words are burned into my brain. I wish i could tell her but i feel like i would break down and thats the last thing i need. I need to be fine but im afraid its getting bad again.