Right now i feel like i have no reason to be here.. My friends are all asleep and i really need some support.. I dont know what keeps setting my off. Every time it happens im alone and am just thinking. i have my razor out i plan on it tonight.. not killing myself, but having some relief. i deserve that at least.. I need someone here with me. who i can cry to , who understand me, who wont say that my scars are ugly or that i shouldn’t have done that, some one who truly understands it and would call them beautiful and kiss them.. Not even my boyfriend does that.. no one does, but i guess that’s just on me
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I can tell you. If i were your boyfriend i’d never let you go through this kind of shit. No matter how fucked up i am. Im sorry that you don’t get “This” Kind of attention there, i wish i could just rush over there and hug you. Im going through a similar situation too.