All my life I have been bullied and felt like I’m worth nothing. But I put it aside and just tried to move on. But then this year I met a girl and we became friends really fast and we became so close. I never knew she would be the one to push me over the edge to make me break. One night she called me stuff that all the bullies would call me. And that broke me. I trusted her and she broke me. After that I became really depressed but I don’t think she ever realized it is because of what she said. She still doesn’t know that it is because if her. I am still so close to her and help her with all her problems and care the world about her. But she is the one who broke me and continues to do so. I sometimes feel that maybe if I stop talking to her things will get better but I also know that if I stop talking to her things are gonna get so much worse because i will be left with no one. Why does my best friend also have to be my enemy….
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Your enemy cant be your bestfriend. they can become your bestfriend over time but they cant be both at the same time thats like trying to push a magnet together with the same side against eachother… they wont attract they will push apart. fuck her and her bullshit if thats what she does to you then you can find new friends. you only met her THIS YEAR so cut her off and be done with it you are causing your own pain by letting her be your frenemy
Then I guess I’m pushing a magnet together because she Is my bestfriend. And I’m not gonna just leave her. I wish I could….. But I can’t….
then you cant complain when she fucks you over… if you have the ability to fix your problem you should because most of us on here dont have that ability to identify what is fucking with us to fix it….but if she truly means that much to you then tell her how you feel about what she says
Thanks for all your help you sure made things better by telling me I’m doing things wrong.. I hear that enough thank you very much
hey. painNlife and many others (myself includede) on here are beyond frustrated with our own shit. don’t take it personally.what he’s saying is you gotta make a choice. nobody is saying you’re doing it wrong. i know how it feels to lose a best friend. a few actually. ive never been one to have MANY friends but the few i did have were super CLOSE. they all left due to similar yet unique things in my life. it hurts. but you gotta choose whats best for you. either you tell her how you feel and you wait for her response or you continue with no contact and try to make another friend.
Yea ok
Listen guys, this girl is in pain and we do not have enough information about her circumstances or internal nature to make judgments about her ability or lack thereof to control the effects of this relationship problem. I think your comments are unsafe in that they may make her feel more isolated.
I can understand in a way. You don’t want to be completely alone, and it’s so understandable. Have you tried talking to her about this?
Thank you for sticking up for me.
I want to but if she finds out she is the one who hurt me she will punish herself. That’s just how she is