I am only 19, I’m so young still why am I thinking these horrible thoughts? Why am I on the verge of hanging myself and letting it all go? Why do I feel so alone? I feel like I am the only person on this planet who actually wants to die. I don’t care if the feeling is horrible and painful I just want to die. I have nothing left to live for, literally nothing. Why am I still contemplating this idea? I have all these questions runnin through my mind and I cannot seem to come up with any answers.
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hey man im 24. think the same way. you’re not alone. what are the questions runnin’ thru your mind?
You are not alone man. That is the most important thing to remember. I feel the exact same way as you but 8 years older. I have trouble convincing myself of this but last night I wrote out my life story. I feel better having done that.
What’s going on in your life that’s making you feel this way?
I want to die atleast ..I’d say.. 5 times a day! I mean I really feel like life isn’t worth living atleast that many moments throughout my day, everyday.
But it doesn’t mean that it’s the way it should be.
It doesn’t mean I should kill myself. It means that life is hard and I truly relate with that fact. It’s simply.. HARD!!
Don’t give up yet.. And by “yet” I mean EVER!!