just want to rant here. i wish someone could beat me to death cuz i do not deserve to be on this planet. Who decided to give me life anyway? My mother? Hell she should have gone to the hospital and abort me. Â Cuz I guess I was a pure accident. Â She should have adopted a puppy, that way, her incapacity to raise and take care of kids wouldnt have harm anyone. Â Im alone, live alone. Â No boyfriend cuz hell, even myself I wouldnt wanna date a depressed miserable chick like me. Â I didnt ask to come to life, Â therefore, I can do whatever I want with it.