I have survived many things. But lately everything comes back as one big nightmare. I’ve lost my best friend and myself. I don’t know what to do with my life. It’s like it has no meaning, kinda seems that if I were to leave no one would notice. No one would care. I hate myself I can’t do anything fucking right. Life is a big pile of shit. They say we all have a purpose but if you can’t find your fucking “purpose” then what’s the point. Everyone tells me to kill myself anyways. I’m at the point that you just no longer know what to do. I’m surprised i’m here today I know I should not be. My life should of been over a long time ago.
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Did your best friend die or just stop talking to you
Sorry, for not replying at once. She did not die, she told me to kill myself. Which led to a broken friendship and many different situations.
I know this isn’t much, but if you ever want someone to talk to, you can always talk to me.
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