I feel like everyone is walking out of my life. Â The one person who really truly cared about me throughout my good and bad times, is being forced to move away. Â He’s not going to my school. Â He’s not allowed to have a phone. Â Or get on facebook. Â And his stupid counselor people think I’m a bad influence because we never got to see each other and I snuck him out of school and walked back to my house for an hour and then CAME BACK to the school afterwards. Â I hate people.
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I’m trying to get an idea of what kind of advise to give you..if any.. But I have no idea how old you are or what grade you’re in. And what part of the world do you come from? Maybe based off those 3 things I can figure a small part of what you’re dealing with.
16. Junior. Virginia.
I’ve never held onto anyone in my life. I’ve always moved around so people have never played a solid roll in friendships or relationships when I was your age.
I guess I can only say two things..
1. Don’t make people your whole reason to be alive and don’t put pressure on yourself for something you can’t control.
2. No amount of holding onto this person is going to make your life any better. It doesn’t make you a bad person to simply move on and be stronger. This person would only blame you for not trying to hold on, and they don’t care if you do hold on. (Based on what I’ve read from you, if I haven’t confused you with someone else)
People will come and go. I know how spread out people are in most area’s of Virginia too… RealTalk30 is right about not making people your whole reason to be alive, but it’s good to have friends, they can make things so much more tolerable. I’d get closer to some of the people in your life. Take no one for granted, but know when to let go. I graduated in 2012. For most part I had very little contact with anyone since. But recently I’ve been making an effort to go out and see the people I used to be around, I got a job and made friends there. They open up a lot of life’s possibilities… It’s more interesting with people around, that’s for sure.