I feel like taking a boat from dover to calais and halfway jumping of late at night i know its a sure way to go and i wont be able to turn back or i can get some scuba diving equipment and swim out to sea then maybe take some drug that will put me right to sleep so i dont wake up. I once bought a charcoal grill and was gonna put that in a van but dont think that will work. I dont mind teaming up with someone or if someone can supply me with some drugs that will poison me.
I do like life but just cant wait to die every day gets depressing and i get more older dont like getting old im 33 now and can see myself ageing and not being healthy as i was before
2 comments
Ageing ….. Onlv the body is weaker, but the soul is getting wiser, more complete. You can enjoy life in every stage or you can make it a living hell. its all up to you. You choose how you see your life, how you live your life. Dont be scared.
Wow! Sounds like you and I are in the same boat! Same age… I want to go now rather than slowly deteriorate. All the abuse I’ve endured has Just taken too big a toll on me! I’m just too broken!
The swim and pills sound like a good idea. Hopefully there won’t be a body afterwards…