I go to bed, and know i’m going to lie there crying, hoping that i was dead, because the truth is? Nobody cares, i get treated like im invisible, i’m not there, because everybody would prefer it that way, i’m ugly, annoying, and i just sit there there and act like i’m not there, i go through everyday hoping that when i go to sleep that night? Everything will be different, that i won’t want to be dead, that i will go to sleep happy, not caring about what people think about me, how do people have that self confidence? How do people go everyday without caring? I know that one day i will go, hopefully soon, because i know i won’t get happier, i’ve tried, all these suicidal thoughts and tendencies, not knowing when i will die, whether my thoughts and life will change.
I will die, i will, very soon, and i don’t think anybody realises that, because nobody even pays attention, i don’t feel sympathy for people, i don’t feel love, i’m a messed up person and soon enough the death of me will be the best thing ever.
Nobody will care.
Don’t pretend too.
Don’t even come to my funeral.
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