I’m in a bit of a situation and I need help making a final decision, please tell me what you would do.
I graduated from high school in June in the top 10% of my class. All of my friends are going to good universities and started leaving last week. I moved in today. The university I’m going to is only an hour away from my home and I can come home every weekend. At this specific university I was chosen to receive early admittance into nursing school which is hard to get into. I’m rooming with a good friend of mine from high school, she has already been going here for a year. I have really bad anxiety and an eating disorder as well. This summer I have gotten much worse because of the anxiety that leaving for college brought. This anxiety is unbearable, I want to kill myself just to make it go away. Part of me wants to stay at home and go to a community college not far away. I could go for free and get a job. I’m afraid that if I make this choice my family and friends will all be disappointed in me. I don’t think they will understand because they are not the ones experiencing the anxiety. I really don’t know what to do. I’ve never been this suicidal before and it’s scary. If you were me, what would you do? Stay at the university, or go back home?
I would stay a few weeks to try it out, but the longer I wait I won’t be able to get a full refund.
Help me please.
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Hey, i was alot like you, bar the exceptional reslults lol, very lazy. i had some of my best nights in colage but also my very worst turns. do i regret it? yes i do sometimes. if id toughed it out id be nearly finished now, nearly have a good job, now im breaking my balls in a minumum wage job because i let my head get the better of me… is the possible job at the end of this worth the anxiety and everything? bare in mind colages usually have concillors to help. what uve to ask yourself is how much better is this colage than the one ull be stuck in if you let the depression win?
Don’t kill yourself. Anxiety is normal before any entering any new environment….well Maybe not the level you are experiencing but I think you should decide what you want to do. Attending college is not required to live a good life it is a step towards it but not required. If you feel like it is against your best interest to go then don’t go its as simple as that. I know you said your family will be disappointed but have you talked to them about how you feel? After all it is your life they can’t live it for you. I can’t really answer your question ” If you were me, what would you do? Stay at the university, or go back home?” because I’m only looking from the outside in I don’t know how you feel on the inside about your problem. The best answer I can give…..and this is just what I would do….. is stay home and go to community college then transfer to the university that you got accepted to….that way you would save money and have a job so you don’t have to take on ridiculous student loan debt upon graduating and maybe you would be more comfortable at the university….again this is just what I would do….I don’t know the specifics about your situation so I can’t give a full answer but I think you shouldn’t kill yourself over anxiety about college….I know you have an anxiety problem and eating disorder but there are ways you can deal with those problems and overcome them. I’m not saying that they are easy to overcome but they aren’t impossible to beat. Good luck with whatever decision you make.
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